There’s a side of me that many of you don’t know

And she's being unleashed!

There’s a side of me that many of you don’t know. I’ve spent most of my life working really hard to keep my shit together, to keep life organized and tidy, flowing in the direction that I want. A part of me that feels the need to control things in order to feel safe. That works harder when life gets challenging and messy. I am also my own teacher and this is what deeply inspires my work.

At 41, I’m exhausted from working so hard and trying to hold all the pieces together all the time. I’m ready to let go and let whatever needs to crumble, crumble so that I can access a new level of freedom. I’m inviting the fire of transformation to take over where necessary.

What you see in this painting is what lives inside of me. A creative, messy, fun, adventurous, badass soul who rarely comes out. She hibernates most of the time and only unleashes this with very select people.

Some of you have seen this side of me before, and if you did it’s because I have felt very safe showing this side of myself. You know who you are! I want more of her in my life now. I want the freedom to let go, not give so many fucks and let life be the beautiful mess that it is meant to be.

I’m inviting you to do the same with me in my Say Yes to Your Next YES community, where I’m supporting my community in surrendering to who they are, what they truly desire and actively designing that life we want with our whole heart and soul!

This version needs to lead the way now because the truth is, she feels safe enough in the world to do so.

This piece is called “Soul on Fire”. The last time I truly sat down to paint and unleash what was inside of me I was a teenager. And a soul teacher showed up in my life (merci Jacqueline) and introduced me to painting. Through painting I healed, I released anger, sadness, anxiety and confusion, discovered who I truly was and my path to personal growth began. Everything unfolded from this moment.

I think painting is back in my life now to help me unleash that next version of me who is SO ready to take on the world with her soul on fucking fire!

May you also be unleashed in all the ways that you truly desire! I’m here to support you along the way.

Lots of love xo

Jenn